哎哟

谭盾要去新加坡

没钱  你叫我怎么办？

apparently so

I am not a good girl.

求伯乐

精湛到让你腿软的十分钟

哇。这个境界。。

求伯乐一同欣赏

不死精神再续

作业我跟你拼了！

至爱

如果能在有生之年看到 Priscilla Ahn 的 Concert

我就死而无憾了。。

你 Emo 个屁阿？

常常觉得人是要穷过才懂得珍惜的。

你穷过吗？

有，还在穷。

那就好好珍惜。 

真的该死

麻烦，其实都是自找的。

现在有一点头晕，

我深呼吸。。

唉。。

I know u're reading :)

Speaking of tomorrow, it's my 5th-months to be with fai fai.

I wouldn't forget how this lovely guy followed me to China in order to gain my heart 

(luckily he did),

So touching and sweet it was.

Here I wanna say

Happy 5th month my love, xoxo. 

Today i don't feel like doing anything

It's a beautiful Saturday which I am supposed to fully utilize it to at least catch up a bit on my academic stuff. 

you know Nottingham's education system is set to be so 'awesome' that there is no mid-term test or what to monitor your study progress. 

all we have is the assignments' submission date and final exam all come together, like seriously TOGETHER at the end of the semester. 

so whoever likes doing last-min work, i'm not exclusive, will be punished and died of burning mid-night oil. 

the best part is that I repeat this bad habit over and over again, semester by semester, 

despite I have already learnt how terrible would the consequences be.

 *self-slapping, Piak!*

No doubt I spent whole day doing nthg again.

I myself is amazed by my excellent time-wasting skill, 

really wish not to improve it anymore. 

Ahhh screw it la.. Let it be, don't know why I just wish that this night will pass faster, 

hoping for a better tomorrow perhaps?

=/

我会后悔的

为什么明明知道时间不够用了还是可以很潇洒地蹉跎岁月？

天啊。。

懊恼

朋友或情侣，

两个人 click 不 click ？

说真的就是靠 “接受” 这两个字咯。

这世界什么样的人都有，

什么样的性格都有，

就看你接受不接受得到咯。

讲明一点，我接受不到咯。

I don't want

Know when I dislike myself?

Not when I lose in Frisbee tourney, 

Not when I receive bad result in exam,

Is when I start gaining dependency on the others. 

Dreaming non-stop

Ya, as what the titled said, I can rarely run away from dreaming when sleeping. 

It has always been like this. 

What's amazing is I remember my dream most of the time. 

Probably because my brain function is too active already. 

and I realize one thing, 

I can hardly wake up from bed before my dream has actually come to an ending or conclusion. 

Have you experienced this before? Agree? 

我很穷

每每有朋友生日总要花点钱，

说实在的我快不行了，

钱包见血啦！

记住，要是我生日请别为我花钱。。

Lang Tengah 2011

Oh ya, one month ago I went to this beautiful place call Lang Tengah, 

it's also where this movie below was shot at. 

the trip was organised by one of my best friends who has been to the island for 6 times, crazy right?

It was a very pleasant trip. 

see the photos we have taken,

 shan shan and I

 Samuel the fishing lover

 beautiful evening

 panda and I

 before sunrise

blue sky

purple sky

 nemo nemo!

 super cute baby turtle

 we kayak the island one round

 we stay overnight at this place until sunrise

 we snorkeling in the blue sea

Awesome right? I start missing this place

Ouh lang a lang tengah...

I'm a team leader again

Ouh I know I haven't been updated since ages ago.


There were too many things that I wanted to share but I always type it out half way and save as draft. 


I am not gonna let it happens again okay, at least I should write something about what happened yesterday.


It was one of my most important competitions/ tournaments in my life. 


The last time I was elected a leader of a team of people was years ago, during my high school. 


it was great that I get to know more people, and more people know me too. 


when they heard of my name, they would say she is the president of Chinese orchestra, kinda proud actually. 


but after two years I actually felt abit tired of the feeling of having responsibility and making sure everything is under control from time to time.


for example before every performance, I have to make sure that bus driver to fetch my members is contacted, lorry to deliver our music instruments is ready, members remember to bring their music stands, scores, uniforms so on.. 


probably because it was not easy, what I was dealing with was 200 over of Chinese orchestra members, but it was a good training tho, not many people have this opportunity. 


after graduating from Jit Sin, I have never tried to get myself involved in any college or university election for society or club's committee team. 


And yesterday was female frisbee tournamnet, I was senior enough to be appointed to be female team captain, hehe. 


This has brought back my memories when I was in my orchestra, the feeling of being a leader. 


it was relatively easy because the team is small, only 6 of them excluding me. 


We have trained hard in the past two weeks, acted almost like a frisbee full-timer. 


we play frisbee more than study, wake up early in the morning and train before and after classes. 


Ended up quite good because I thk the team bonding was getting stronger and stronger, 


every member was caring and concerning about each other, being supportive and most importantly very dedicated to the team. 


Ouh imaging how touching am I, that's already my satisfied achievement, the result of the tourney doesn't really matter to me.


Turns out, we got 6th out of 10th. Not a good result tho ( my dad said so ). 


I personally made a lot of stupid throws and mistake. Sorry to them. 


But NVM! My girls and I had great time, good experience. 


Btw I sprained by ankle for the 1st time after playing frisbee for two years, yesterday I can barely walk and panda has to carry me on his back, 


luckily he is strong enough to carry me <3 




It's over, time flies, now I'm at week 4, time to face study more serious, final year no kidding. 


promise to try my best.  :D 

久违的失控

那天我发疯失控时在 kinokuniya 买的就是这个包。

photo i like

the panda

...

Completely stunned.

Tell me what should I do please.

Don't complain that life is tough.

If you hear me saying so, 

slap me. 

wait until my hairs turn white

Aiya I miss panda la! 

Love

Again, it was so long since I last updated. 

guess what, life is getting happier and happier.

there were some important incidents happened in the past few weeks, 

like: I went to China- Hangzhou, Ningbo and SHANGHAI! 

we won silver in the tricampus game and our team got the best spirit award, pheewiit.. 

we played in Shanghai Ultimate Open.

I went back penang for a few days before I start working at kl, 

and most importantly I'm now somebody's girlfriend, well, somebody: 

proudly introduce to you this adorable panda

yea, our relationship started when we were at China.

I always believe that no road is long with a good company,

he is my good company. 

He walks into my life and has become part of my life. 

I will do the same thing.

And anything that brings him that much of joys,

I would like to be part of it. 

I'm so blessed. 

xoxo

let it begin

My second year in Nottingham is finally over. 

I know I'm gonna miss library. =X

Many things are waiting for me ahead. 

1. Tri-campus at Ningbo

2. Shanghai Ultimate Open 2011 - hopefully we can make it

3. Internship at Hong Leong

4. Monash hat 2011

5. Johor Ultimate Open

6. Lang Tengah trip

Sounds great eh? I know. 

that's promise to myself last year to ensure this summer is gonna be excited. 

pray that everything will go smoothly. 

And I'm all good now, knowing what I want. =) 

O.o

things are getting messier and messier!

Yey!

Here is a quick update:

Finally I got the job offer by Hong Leong Bank!

I will be in KL for the entire summer break after coming back from China.

Weee~

How lucky am I.

: D

Good day, appreciate what makes me happy today. 

I asked a 'powerful' question? 

I hope I really did and that question reflected what I really mean to you. 

and I'm not gonna forget the song again. =p

Intern Hunter's turn

VERY THE EXCITED EH!


this is the first time I received phone call for Job  Interview.

it was from Hong Leong bank.

Oh wait, not Job, I should say Intern.

Frankly I'm damn nervous and I feel lucky.

finger crossed, hope that everything is gonna be alright.

O.O !!!

the seed

The seed has planted since months ago,

and now the tree is growing bigger and bigger.

I can barely control or stop it from growing..

=l

Apparently I've never learnt the lesson

Oh no I'm so tired! 

As usual I'm again doing last-minute work. 

I deserve dying, Shitttyyyy....! 

it's such a mess

I have hard feeling to know that my friend is not treating me like the way I treat him or her. 

but isn't it a very normal thing? 

I can't expect more seriously.

not easy to enjoy myself under this kinda messy situation. 

Hmm, there are always too much to ponder. 

too playful

Hey bloggie, 

I know that I have not been updating since weeks ago, 

my apology for that.

Actually I was waiting for all the photos to be uploaded in facebook

so that I can let the pictures say the words! 

Teehee! 

Below are some precious and enjoyable moments I had with the beloved Oopsters..

Yea, imagine how much I love them, 

we are like a big family <3

So, start with the Oopsters' Dinner at Shogun? 

Similar to last year, 

we had our own substitute annual dinner instead of attending the one held by Uni 

(because it's too expensive la! and the foods served usually doesn't worth the price)

What we did was make our own dinner the same day and same location (sunway) with the uni's,

everyone dressed up like attending the real annual dinner, 

and after we finished our unlimited rounds of swallowig the buffet's food,

we will go to the ballroom where the real annual dinner located and take pictures with the rest of the world.

pretty cool idea huh? 

Have fun and good food at low price at the same time. 

thank to my cousin who borrowed me the dress again so that I dont have to spend money.

Hehehe!! 

Maple said I look feminine eh? thank you thank you..

 I was trying to make the bow tie to be my ribbon hair ban XD

 =)

and here comes the 5S

And then...

there was a tourney at Nilai, 

I was so lucky to have kang kang to be our cameraman, 

who was so happy to experience his first ever sport event photo shooting. 

Haha, glad that Oopsters like him and his photos 

and after the event, his facebook friend list has actually added a lot of new people! =D

Photos below are completely credit to him.

* Cheers for kang kang *

"hip hip!! Hoorayyy!!"

My disc was in everyone's hand. :p

Oopsters ftw! 

I realised that my hair looks Imba. 

and most importantly, I get to see these two adorable ladies! 
it's like back to jit sin man! lol

SO, what's next? 

Notts Open is coming! 

but wait, do not forget that assignments are due very very very soon and I am yet to started any of them.

great, I am abit too playful ady I know.

and so it's time to say goodbye. =p

TEEHEE! 

FJ

I feel pain, 

But what for? I ask myself. 

I know your replies are not gonna be as delightful as last time anymore

But I still took the initiative to start the conversation. 

What for? I ask myself. 

Enough for down grading my happiness. 

So Stupid. 

It was so long since I last get myself involved in Indoor activities,

as you know my life is fully occupied by outdoor game like flying the disc.

And yey, I attended the concert in MPO yesterday night.

It was indeed a memorable and delightful night,

Imagine the orchestra played Star Wars, Harry Potter, Jaws, Superman, ET, Indiana Jones and so on..

and most importantly they played the song of Memoirs of Geisha!

I watched the movie for countless times, read the novel and bought the Original sound track album.

all the songs are already in my mind since years ago,

so now you know why am I so excited about it? Yaw!

Besides that, the conductor was very entertaining and had really good interaction with the audiences.

I still remember that he was so funny to ask us ' Did we scare you just now? you might want to change your mind if you plan to go to ocean during the weekend" after the song Jaws.

There was also a big screen above the stage displaying slide show of the movies.

Aww I would say that's very thoughtful and pretty cool,

it's like the Joe Hisaishi concert in Japan.

Okay friends dont be jeolous.

Get the tickets quick if you feel like watching the Chinese Chamber and Bugs Bunny show which I recommended earlier.

Don't forget that you can get student price at RM 15 if you present yourself at the counter to purchase the ticket.

Definitely worth it trust me ;)

Here comes the photos of the day....

Toodles!

Gun He Tao =)

Guess what? I receive a call from Bro Oo just now,

he asked for my help to go to Kun Cheng to be Gun He Tao's tutor. 

that's amazing, I seriously doubt if I still can play.

 he might be overestimated my skill but doesn't matter,

I will try my best. He said thing will go even worse without me helping. 

Cooool, it was so long time since I last come across Chinese Orchestra,

I will treasure this opportunity I promise.  

Hehe

ya I'm a weirdo

I realize myself have been a bit over emotional recently,

sometimes I don't really know what makes me feel that way, 

But most of the time, I notice that I always have issues with myself, 

as in, I hate myself.. 

When I hate myself I feel frustrated easily and I can't get my job done well at all. 

Sometimes I realize myself has changed and I wish to go back to be like the Sawako in the past. 

for example, nowadays I feel people annoyed easily; I couldn't tolerant their mistakes or weird behavior. Hmm. =X 

or very minor and silly things like: I've no longer own the patience to listen to classic songs which used to be my all-time favourite last time.

 Hmm, maybe that indicates that I'm becoming hot-tempered. Oh no! 

Uh, see? how weird am I? 

and just recent, I discover the fact is that I'm affected by things happened around me easily, too much. 

let say friend emo, then I will emo. or when my friend is in trouble, I feel myself is in trouble also. 

now I seriously think that I'm born to be kepo one. 

Many irrelevant things somehow appear to become  my concerns. 

I'm not superwoman, inevitably, I feel depressed when I fail to achieve what I want. 

I like this self-realization. Apparently things cannot be continued in this way.  

but Oh well, that's just me la, pretty much a sawako.. 

I need to balance between two extremes. 

Life will be better soon. 

I will first love myself more. <3