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又是一个事业心很重的


真让我有点担心


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It's all about frisbee

Oh ya people,

I'm going to Singapore for a frisbee tournament at 24th of April.

Look forward to it and i would have to attend the training starting from now.

the Alice Smith International school is cool.

I went there for the training in the morning.

Honestly I feel very happy joining the Asli team.

there is a coach there to guide us,

so i believe that i will get to learn a lot from him.

besides that, most of the players are quite fit and good,

not like me.. skill and fitness kinda cacat one.

But nvm, i am there to learn what? scare what? haha!

i got my dream to pursue..

So sorry tat i actually abandon my family this weekend.

but if there is a chance and i dont have to miss the training one,

i would definitely go back home one.

sorry everyone in the house and my pass-away relatives. =(

Alright, kinda proud of myself.


have been sitting here for more than 3 hours.


what an unproductive night.


maybe this is the way to make myself feeling guilty,


then i can study more after this?


Don't care ady. if time is already wasted then just let it be.


Tomorrow I will do my best.


*cross my heart*

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Bha! just came back from frisbee disc tossing session and accidentally heard the song with lyrics " luckily im in love with my best friend.. "


oh well, that reminds me something. maybe i still got him in my heart,


even though i used to 'imagine' that I like some other guys in the frisbee team, hopefully someone can really replace him, but apparently that does not work... fail..


sometimes i do tell him how do i feel, but most of the time i will just make myself look like a silly and childish person.


what i m trying to say is, may be, i should just concentrate on other things which is not related to this kind of relationship stuff.. yea.. this is what he always tells me..


but what? i am teenager and i guess it's normal to be bothering by these stuff..


I understand the fact that we are so far apart...


i dont know what makes me think in that way.. but yea.. I miss you...

Dont worry i know how to avoid doing things that will sadden myself.


I wouldn't read the mails you send me long time ago, i wouldn't view the photos that we have taken together long time ago, I would try to avoid listen to songs like lucky feat or love story.. or even your Everday i love you..


ya.. Ouch..now I start feeling the pain.. better stop here..


anyway, i just wanted to express my feeling.. I expect nothing from you, I m sincere.

recent life

Wao, i have just finished class and reached my dorm.


feeling so good at this moment because almost all of the classes of this week are over except for tmr's CEP which will be started at 1pm, that means i will be allowed to wake up late!


One thing i feel glad is I found all of the modules of this semester are interesting, unlike previous semesters or any ex-learning experiences in secondary school or college, i always feel annoyed when i was forced to take some subj which i dislike so much...


I always look forward for attending the lectures and tutorials, and i enjoy the process of learning, oh yea.. maybe this is what we call University life!


On the other hand, i was very happy to be informed that i m chosen for a frisbee tournament-the sunway hat..


it's gonna be a very fun i guess and i will get a discraft if i join the hat.


the only thing i m concerning now is my knee condition.


i feel that it's hurting recently, maybe that's because of i dont take the medicine consistently.. i only remember to take when i feel pain.. my bad!


I wish to play so much, but i know my knee would most likely affect my performance and how terrible will be the consequences of joining the tourney..


i got a discraft, i got happiness, i feel satisfied. What about my knee? Sigh!


Ya everyone keep telling me to go and see a doctor.


but if i do visit a doctor, i would have to accept the fact that " doctor advised me to rest, stop playing for probably .. 4 months? "


No way man.. Even though i know the only way to recover from this is resting, taking medicine, nthg else ady..

very sad la, dilemma also.. maybe i should really give up joining..* sighhhh.. *