it's saturday

Okay.. haven’t updated my blog for few days.



This few days was so-so, got my days half-occupied and I don’t really feel good.


However, thank to Xiang Yun from PMC who brought me out to kedah UiTM today,


They had a single gender tournament and I had fun.


Jumping up and down as usually and I did support them welli thk.


After that they actually set up a exhibition match for only girls.


Players of my team are yun, ex-wildcat players and one come out of no where =p


The other two teams are from UUM and UiTM I believe, not sure who they are but yea..


My rojak team managed to beat them down.


It was just a half an hour game but I was burnt like a roasted pig. Serious shit.


My mom’s not gonna be happy when she is back later. =(


And at the end, PMC and wildcat players manage to beat Inti Pg down by leading one point.


Feel really glad for them and finally they revenge to the stupid advisor of Inti PG. he was very annoyed.






But when anything is over, I came back to home.


It’s quiet, I got nthg else to do, at least, no other favorite activities other than loitering in facebook.


And I start feeling down again. It’s over I knew, but I feel very empty.


I miss that fellow a lot. Not like the level when we were still together but few times higher than that.


I am emotionally uncontrollable. I did something bad to my sis yesterday.


After finish watching drama together, she wanted to go upstair and sleep.


Before she went, she suddenly said “ dear…dear… “ with a damn weird voice and super annoyed.


I said “stop that screw you!” then she didn’t and kept saying that word again and again and then I shout at her like a mad woman.


I asked her to GO DIE! angrily and loudy.


and finally she went up stair. My tears could not stop dropping..


I feel myself like a monster. I cant control my feeling. I feel utterly bad.


My friend said I have ady gone thru few relationships before.


I could have deal with it.


The wound is still there. it’s so hard to forget.


All I want is very simple only. But it’s so hard to achieve. Screw myself.

need happy pill which effect is long-lasting. tq.

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Love failed to conquer everything

I m not okay. I cant hide my feeling.

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Sunday

it's Sunday and definitely a happy day, I get to rest, get chance to hand out with friends and most importantly i get to stay away from my job!

Btw, I had an awesome weekend last week.

I went to kl for Taylor's Ultimate Open and surprisingly Oops got 6th place out of 16 teams.

This is so unexpected because we were totally out of training and was planned to have fun only.

Oops! is always the best..

so yea, of coz i met Hwa Siang. =]

it was our 4th months to be couple and we had good time chit-chatting.

I went to his house on Sunday but too bad i wasn't feeling well due to digestion problem.

I kept feeling sleepy and didn't have appetite to have any meals

end up with sleeping at his house,

thank him for taking good care of me.


Oh Nottingham Nottingham. I miss Nottingham... hmm..

Friday

okay better update with my readers what have I been doing all these days.

I’m currently having my four-months-long summer holiday.

Life is boring when I’m away from Uni, I miss uni so much..

I miss my seniors I miss my friends and I miss Frisbee!

And yea of course I wont stay at home goyang kaki like this.

I’m now working at the kindergarten opposite my house, and Kumon as an exercise book marker.

Sometimes it’s really tiring taking two part time jobs. Not physically but mentally. Pheww..

It’s my bad, I should not promise the Kumon boss to work for him until the end of September.

I was very desperate to get a job at first and now I find a better place to work in compared to Kumon.

I requested to resign yesterday. I feel so guilty because they are seriously lack of ‘human resource’ at this moment and I’m leaving. SORRY…

The principle in Kindergarten wishes I can work full time for them also.

See, how stupid am I.. bad arrangement I had made.. I should learn this lesson, always think twice before making any decision. U.U

Btw, Just received a good news from ah geng yesterday night.

Happy for her to have someone who cares about her so much.. good stuff leng moi..

I wish one day pom chick pom pom will get the chance to meet up with you this sweet couple. Yeaa.. One day..

And at the same time, my ah bao is leaving really soon on Monday night.

I know that she is going to enter a good uni and I should be happy for her..

but imagine, next time if I want to see ah bao I have to take flight to KK lea.

Not like now I just need to walk few steps and I can reach her house ady. =( emo..

All of my best buddies are leaving me one by one.

Shan Shan is like this and you are another one.

Hmmm.. Indeed, mixed feeling I have.

I pray that everything will be fine for you and all the best!


Pom chick pom pom spirit is always there together.

Hello!

hello bloggie hello everyone

omg cant believe how lazy am I, have been abandoned this place for such a long time, cannot forgive myself.

btw. there are lotsa things to write and i wonder where shd i start. hmm..

i better start writing abit by abit..