I'm thankful

I think I myself is blessed to have many angels surrounded me. 

Friends and families are care about me. 

let me to be yours angel too, 

yes i'm really thankful. =) 

talking to myself again

Hey Yey!

Move your ass abit faster!

Accept the fact is that you are way too slowwww...

Be precise on what you want and what you wish to achieve..

Stay imba close like glue to Determination! 

Roar~~~~

Allow me to do that.

Sometimes I just cant help,


I need somewhere to express my emoness. 


Sigh, everything was so great until few mins ago, 


my heart's broken =[ 


So what am I to do? 

it's for YOU

Clearly, your support is significant.


Life is good with your existence. 


=]

The Boobs Song

The Boobs Song- Priscilla Ahn

I came back from a late night

with my friends you were out of town.

So I took off my shoes and I took off my coat

and I took a look around.

Looked at all the book shelves

just like I like to do.

And I saw a little note

some other girl wrote to you.

It said "Baby, baby would you read a poem I picked for you?

I know you're sensitive but would you think about my boobs?"

Now what am I to do,

when I feel so much love for you?

I wish that I could be stronger

but I get scared that my love will not do.

Now I do not want to be that girl

that cries at every turn.
But I can't ignore the hurt
that makes me burn.

So please do be patient with me,
I know I can have a bit of jealousy.
But I promise you, I'll make it up to you in return.

So baby, baby would you read a poem I wrote for you?
Would you think of me and not some other girls boobs?

Now what am I to do, when I feel so much love for you?
I wish that I could be stronger but I get scared
that my love will not do.
Yeah, I get scared that my love will not do.

what a funny and sad song!

This is a true story and has actually happened on her.

She wrote this song at that night after she has seen the little note. Lol..

She is simply amazing.

Another good share

Priscilla Ahn,

an awesome American singer-songwriter.

I'm in love with her.

What makes me come across this beautiful voice?

just recalled that this have to thank to Song Keat,

who was so thoughtful to share with me the song "Lullaby" when I told him that I could barely fall asleep.

Now you might wonder how good can this pretty lady sing?

So take a look at this, not a very good recording but..

take my word, you would definitely fall for her.

enjoy! =3

I've downloaded her songs. from here

strongly recommend- Dream, I Don't Think So, Leave the Light On.

beautiful morning

discovered this thingy in the morning

have spent some time playing

yay quite cool

just fill in your favourite colour and they will search for you the pictures

according to what you have selected.

try and see!

* life is colourful * =)

dream

People who knows me well should have heard about my imba-ness of dreaming.

yea, I dream a lot at night, sleep-talking is also my expertise and perhaps no one can fight.

I have been working very hard in the past few days for my MPA assignment (last-min champion as usual) and slept very few hours.

So, after I switches of my room's light yesterday night,

I know that I'm not going to wake up until my all of dream has come to the last episode ady.

Guess what, it was really funny.

first, I dreamed of playing percussion under Little Giant's orchestra. Haha, conducted by Chen Chih Sheng. *FWAH* how excited!

second, I dreamed of receiving call from my faculty's office. saying that Friday would be a holiday, So my next two assignment submission date will be changed to next Monday. *FWAH again!*

these are just part of my dreams.. I mean, the real dreams that I dreamed of yesterday night.

Lol, cant really remember the rest of it..

but after waking up,

I realized that..

1. I have been sleeping for more than 12 hours,

2.skipped one class,

3. and all the dreams are just dreamss.. Duh! but quite a wonderful dream though =j

So yea. Say What?? time to back to work...

two assignments ahh... see how am I going to create miracle! *fighting*

Long Name is cool

Do you have any friend whose name is imba long one?

I do. Wait, I dont really know him but I know he is my school rep.

His name- Louis Olivier Pascal Lee Shih Leh Sam-Soon.

Oh my..O.o this is amazing.

*8 words lea Abang!*

but dont worry, everyone calls him Pascal.

wonder if anyone got longer than this?

疑惑！

嗯。。我有个问题

为什么在那些爱情片里的女生，手指被东西割到流血时，

男生总是会奋不顾生的把对方流血的指头放进嘴里衔哩？

有比较好咩？

戏都是这样演的。。

给我肯定疯掉。

Good thing must share.

Written by Adrian Tan, author of The Teenage Textbook (1988), was the guest-of-honour at a recent NTU convocation ceremony. This was his speech to the graduating class of 2008.

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I must say thank you to the faculty and staff of the Wee Kim Wee School of Communication and Information for inviting me to give your convocation address. It’s a wonderful honour and a privilege for me to speak here for ten minutes without fear of contradiction, defamation or retaliation. I say this as a Singaporean and more so as a husband.

My wife is a wonderful person and perfect in every way except one. She is the editor of a magazine. She corrects people for a living. She has honed her expert skills over a quarter of a century, mostly by practising at home during conversations between her and me.

On the other hand, I am a litigator. Essentially, I spend my day telling people how wrong they are. I make my living being disagreeable.

Nevertheless, there is perfect harmony in our matrimonial home. That is because when an editor and a litigator have an argument, the one who triumphs is always the wife.

And so I want to start by giving one piece of advice to the men: when you’ve already won her heart, you don’t need to win every argument.

Marriage is considered one milestone of life. Some of you may already be married. Some of you may never be married. Some of you will be married. Some of you will enjoy the experience so much, you will be married many, many times. Good for you.

The next big milestone in your life is today: your graduation. The end of education. You’re done learning.

You’ve probably been told the big lie that “Learning is a lifelong process” and that therefore you will continue studying and taking masters’ degrees and doctorates and professorships and so on. You know the sort of people who tell you that? Teachers. Don’t you think there is some measure of conflict of interest? They are in the business of learning, after all. Where would they be without you? They need you to be repeat customers.

The good news is that they’re wrong.

The bad news is that you don’t need further education because your entire life is over. It is gone. That may come as a shock to some of you. You’re in your teens or early twenties. People may tell you that you will live to be 70, 80, 90 years old. That is your life expectancy.

I love that term: life expectancy. We all understand the term to mean the average life span of a group of people. But I’m here to talk about a bigger idea, which is what you expect from your life.

You may be very happy to know that Singapore is currently ranked as the country with the third highest life expectancy. We are behind Andorra and Japan, and tied with San Marino. It seems quite clear why people in those countries, and ours, live so long. We share one thing in common: our football teams are all hopeless. There’s very little danger of any of our citizens having their pulses raised by watching us play in the World Cup. Spectators are more likely to be lulled into a gentle and restful nap.

Singaporeans have a life expectancy of 81.8 years. Singapore men live to an average of 79.21 years, while Singapore women live more than five years longer, probably to take into account the additional time they need to spend in the bathroom.

So here you are, in your twenties, thinking that you’ll have another 40 years to go. Four decades in which to live long and prosper.

Bad news. Read the papers. There are people dropping dead when they’re 50, 40, 30 years old. Or quite possibly just after finishing their convocation. They would be very disappointed that they didn’t meet their life expectancy.

I’m here to tell you this. Forget about your life expectancy.

After all, it’s calculated based on an average. And you never, ever want to expect being average.

Revisit those expectations. You might be looking forward to working, falling in love, marrying, raising a family. You are told that, as graduates, you should expect to find a job paying so much, where your hours are so much, where your responsibilities are so much.

That is what is expected of you. And if you live up to it, it will be an awful waste.

If you expect that, you will be limiting yourself. You will be living your life according to boundaries set by average people. I have nothing against average people. But no one should aspire to be them. And you don’t need years of education by the best minds in Singapore to prepare you to be average.

What you should prepare for is mess. Life’s a mess. You are not entitled to expect anything from it. Life is not fair. Everything does not balance out in the end. Life happens, and you have no control over it. Good and bad things happen to you day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment. Your degree is a poor armour against fate.

Don’t expect anything. Erase all life expectancies. Just live. Your life is over as of today. At this point in time, you have grown as tall as you will ever be, you are physically the fittest you will ever be in your entire life and you are probably looking the best that you will ever look. This is as good as it gets. It is all downhill from here. Or up. No one knows.

What does this mean for you? It is good that your life is over.

Since your life is over, you are free. Let me tell you the many wonderful things that you can do when you are free.

The most important is this: do not work.

Work is anything that you are compelled to do. By its very nature, it is undesirable.

Work kills. The Japanese have a term “Karoshi”, which means death from overwork. That’s the most dramatic form of how work can kill. But it can also kill you in more subtle ways. If you work, then day by day, bit by bit, your soul is chipped away, disintegrating until there’s nothing left. A rock has been ground into sand and dust.

There’s a common misconception that work is necessary. You will meet people working at miserable jobs. They tell you they are “making a living”. No, they’re not. They’re dying, frittering away their fast-extinguishing lives doing things which are, at best, meaningless and, at worst, harmful.

People will tell you that work ennobles you, that work lends you a certain dignity. Work makes you free. The slogan “Arbeit macht frei” was placed at the entrances to a number of Nazi concentration camps. Utter nonsense.

Do not waste the vast majority of your life doing something you hate so that you can spend the small remainder sliver of your life in modest comfort. You may never reach that end anyway.

Resist the temptation to get a job. Instead, play. Find something you enjoy doing. Do it. Over and over again. You will become good at it for two reasons: you like it, and you do it often. Soon, that will have value in itself.

I like arguing, and I love language. So, I became a litigator. I enjoy it and I would do it for free. If I didn’t do that, I would’ve been in some other type of work that still involved writing fiction – probably a sports journalist.

So what should you do? You will find your own niche. I don’t imagine you will need to look very hard. By this time in your life, you will have a very good idea of what you will want to do. In fact, I’ll go further and say the ideal situation would be that you will not be able to stop yourself pursuing your passions. By this time you should know what your obsessions are. If you enjoy showing off your knowledge and feeling superior, you might become a teacher.

Find that pursuit that will energise you, consume you, become an obsession. Each day, you must rise with a restless enthusiasm. If you don’t, you are working.

Most of you will end up in activities which involve communication. To those of you I have a second message: be wary of the truth. I’m not asking you to speak it, or write it, for there are times when it is dangerous or impossible to do those things. The truth has a great capacity to offend and injure, and you will find that the closer you are to someone, the more care you must take to disguise or even conceal the truth. Often, there is great virtue in being evasive, or equivocating. There is also great skill. Any child can blurt out the truth, without thought to the consequences. It takes great maturity to appreciate the value of silence.

In order to be wary of the truth, you must first know it. That requires great frankness to yourself. Never fool the person in the mirror.

I have told you that your life is over, that you should not work, and that you should avoid telling the truth. I now say this to you: be hated.

It’s not as easy as it sounds. Do you know anyone who hates you? Yet every great figure who has contributed to the human race has been hated, not just by one person, but often by a great many. That hatred is so strong it has caused those great figures to be shunned, abused, murdered and in one famous instance, nailed to a cross.

One does not have to be evil to be hated. In fact, it’s often the case that one is hated precisely because one is trying to do right by one’s own convictions. It is far too easy to be liked, one merely has to be accommodating and hold no strong convictions. Then one will gravitate towards the centre and settle into the average. That cannot be your role. There are a great many bad people in the world, and if you are not offending them, you must be bad yourself. Popularity is a sure sign that you are doing something wrong.

The other side of the coin is this: fall in love.

I didn’t say “be loved”. That requires too much compromise. If one changes one’s looks, personality and values, one can be loved by anyone.

Rather, I exhort you to love another human being. It may seem odd for me to tell you this. You may expect it to happen naturally, without deliberation. That is false. Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. It far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.

Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.

Loving someone is therefore very important, and it is also important to choose the right person. Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm.

You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.

You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back. Its value is to inspire you.

Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.

Don’t work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.

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Spotted this article in my friend's blog.

I personally LIKE it a lot and thus decided to share it.

I know it's long, but trust me, it benefits you. =)

Birthday

Hrm, tomorrow is my Birthday. 

Finally December is here, 

December is my favourite month because my birthday fall at the first day, 

and that means Xmas is around the corner as well. =) 

Housemate just reminded me that my age is gonna start with the number TWO> fwah 20 years old! 

Oh man, that sounds cool and it indicates what? .... what?? 

Can't really think of anything right now, tell me If you know it. =p

Oh well, to be honest, why am I posting this blog? 

perhaps, I just cant wait to make SOME wishes.. 

you know, we don't really have much chance to make a wish.. 

unless you are so lucky? accidentally see a shooting star in the night sky? 

Less likely will happen on me lo. 

So ya man! Dont waste the chance man...! 

* keep my head down and start wishing....* 

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AHa! done wishing.. Happy Birthday to myself! Heee~ =D

*share*

Live as if you were to die tomorrow, learn as if you were to live forever.

-Mahatma Gandhi

Discovered this meaningful sentence from one of my seniors'(weiyun) blog today. 

bear in mind Tan Chek Hang! enough for wasting time. 

just a thought.

有的时候 人是因为互相认识而远离彼此


听起来是有一点可悲


但总比迟迟看不清对方  盲目的走下去好

真的快崩溃了

Have you noticed that there is a stupid rabbit killer video kept circulating in facebook recently?

When I see the title of the video I know it's gonna be something crazy and I tell myself to not to look at it because it will definitely ruin my mood. 

And just now, damn it due to curiosity, I decided to read the articles regarding this video, and I'm so happened to glance through some of the pictures of the process.. 

WALAO EHHHH!!  CAN GO DIE LO ALL OF YOU THESE INSANE HUMAN! 

Now I understand why did my brother so mad on this video at the first place. 

seriously Ta Ma De and they are so unforgivable! 

that's why I dont eat meat now! 

Little Giant? O.o!

I have been quite active in youtubing recently.

I cant stop listening to those good Chinese or Symphony Orchestra music..

not to mention my favourite Little Giant Chamber Chinese Orchestra also.

the conductor Chen Chih Sheng just chatted with me in msn just now,

fwah Mr. conductor you made my day seriously.

Here is the link of their coming concert. 

http://www.littlegiant.idv.tw/info/pro20101220.htm

Ya, in taiwan la.. how good if I can attend it.. =[

I miss JSCO badly. 

Ehem.

I am so wanted to know more about   YOU!

so good to be home!

=D it's super awesome to spend time with my family.

Papa Mama are still that funny,

as usual, mom kept complaining that I'm too boyish..

Bro is still that hardworking in learning Japanese,

Sis is getting prettier but too bad, bu guai.

Mao Mao is still so in love with my brother and she is freaking cute!!

but too bad I dont have ah bao visit me anymore this time. =/

the journey wasn't that lonely and bored this time.

I met a Nottingham new friend from Butterworth when I was on my way to bm,

and met Khai Sheng on ktm when I'm in the ktm train to kajang,

what a coincident right?! Baha!

lastly, thank to Carson Heng who woke up early in the morning and send me back to Semenyih.

*bowww*