我四肢无力

I've never expected myself to experience all these that early in my life.

*at least for me la*

good thing or bad thing?

sometimes kids yell, scream, cry their lung out loudly, and you have to twist ur brain to figure out some ways to stop them.

sometimes they are not able to control themselve, and so unpredictable.

they cough * keh keh keh keh...* and end up with puking on the floor..

oh goshh.. the smell is awesome, what to do? clean it with Dettol lo.

sometimes they accidentally pee on the mattress when they were having afternoon nap.

and they will only realise that when they've waken up.

kids' disagreements are always interesting one.

like: '老师他不要跟我好。' '老师他讲我是笨蛋。'

oh well, what do you expect me to do if he dont want to fren with you.

I've tried to solve some. But there're quite a number of cases everyday.

Pheww.. teacher Tan is tired.

it's not that working in a kindie is annoyed or making me frustrated dealing with the lil monster.

but I'm just tired.

Come back to home today, happiness and got killed by everyone in the house cruelly.

sigh, I will remain silent in order to avoid conflict. zip my mouth. say no words.

tahan tahan tahan... take a deep breath...

I think this is very true

有一天

這些都會過去的

想到這結果

我就欣慰



再怎麼累死人的愛

再怎麼累死人的恨

都會過去



失眠

被冤枉

塞車

太窮了

都會過去



被輕蔑

被迫說謊

被迫承認自己改變不了什麼



或者

長得不好看

都會過去


真是令人讚歎啊

生命怎麼能訂製得這麼仁慈 ?

又這麼冷淡 ?


你愛收集的

到底是我們的笑啊 ?

還是我們的淚 ?


你不必回答我

不管是基於內疚

還是基於憐憫

你都不必回答我



因為你已經夠貼心了

你有向我再三保證了 :



有一天

我這些微不足道的疑惑

也都會過去的

也都會過去的





- Quoted 蔡康永

tuesday the recovering day

Hey guess what? my kindergarten principle just had a talk with me today.

She asked why dont i give up studying business finance and economics and go after early childhood education? she would like to invest me by sponsoring my school fees if im willing to do that and she will ensure me a job.

oh well, she might be a sweet talker and after listening to what she has said i feel....
"wao, not bad, I am worth to be invested. O.O"


And another thing is, I'm fine, I am back from the dark side. *clap clap clap*

I has changed my mind,

I want to transform myself to be a happy bird from a miserable poor lady who has lost someone.

Smile, thank everyone for consoling. He will be my good friend after all.


And btw!

I have been spending hours watching Drop Dead Diva these few days.

It's absolutely an awesome series and I would like to promote this drama.

awww.. it's really funny!