我不死！

seems like i can't get the scholarship already..

i feel sad, but i swear, not much..

just a little bit only~

just feel a little bit sad..

because this is not my first time already..

but this time seems rather worse..

i dont even call for the interview..

i dont know what's wrong..

where is the problem ..

but i swear again..

i have try my best..

i will never give up!

i gonna do better in saving money..

untill the day i get the scholarship

even though i know i m not good enough and deserved it ..

i feel sorry for my spendthirft attitude and

being arrogant and confident that i will surely get the scholarship

friends, sincirely wish all of you good luck and all the best..

i'll stop feeling sad

and 拿出我的小强精神！

日新的人是不会倒的！