sem break is ending soon!

Ouh, the super-long semester break is finally coming to an end soon.

Now I turn my head back and try to recall what has happened in the past 4 months,

Hm.. I had a mixed feeling.. so undescribable..

I should throw away those unhappy one like hucking a frisbee disc. as far as i can.

And let's talk about those memorable and enjoyable experiences I had.

There were Nottingham Tri-Campus Games, Taylor's Ultimate Open '10 and Singapore Ultimate Open '10 which has just happened recently.

This is my team- Snow white and the 7 Dwarfs (taken by Ching)

my teammates are from everywhere..

some of us don't even know each other until we reached the field on the first day.

Lol, cool right? they are really good players..

See, it's all about frisbee! seems like I cant live without it <3

Besides, I had a super awesome Singapore trip last weekend.

Specially thank to Song Keat who come all the way from Jurong to Sengkang for my tourney

and bring me around in Singapore for foods and great places;

Ching Ching who helps me to take photos and teman me for the whole day

at the field on Sunday.

SO HAPPY to see you!

last but not least,

My aunty, who prepare me superb breakfast early in the morning

before I left her house to the tourney field, take really good care of me and provide me accommodation.

even though the time we spent together wasn't long but I really treasure

[^_________^]

Look forward to uni reopen,

But before that, cleaning my new room is gonna be a big project.

good luck to myself..

Kids.

Today is tired but fun.

see how cute are them.

they are going to perform a drama tomorrow,

these are some photos taken during their rehearsal.

the frog- lean huang's cousin haha!

the lion, so ganas one his face

the bear is funny also.

there are some other cute characters. like cosplay la very cool one.

wish them all the best!

and lastly......

my lovely sweet heart is here...

she is like a princess, with the red flower i made for her.

she looks very sweet right?

Haha, that's all for today..

I'm tired and it's time to go to bed.

Hopefully I will update abit more soon~

toodles!

我四肢无力

I've never expected myself to experience all these that early in my life.

*at least for me la*

good thing or bad thing?

sometimes kids yell, scream, cry their lung out loudly, and you have to twist ur brain to figure out some ways to stop them.

sometimes they are not able to control themselve, and so unpredictable.

they cough * keh keh keh keh...* and end up with puking on the floor..

oh goshh.. the smell is awesome, what to do? clean it with Dettol lo.

sometimes they accidentally pee on the mattress when they were having afternoon nap.

and they will only realise that when they've waken up.

kids' disagreements are always interesting one.

like: '老师他不要跟我好。' '老师他讲我是笨蛋。'

oh well, what do you expect me to do if he dont want to fren with you.

I've tried to solve some. But there're quite a number of cases everyday.

Pheww.. teacher Tan is tired.

it's not that working in a kindie is annoyed or making me frustrated dealing with the lil monster.

but I'm just tired.

Come back to home today, happiness and got killed by everyone in the house cruelly.

sigh, I will remain silent in order to avoid conflict. zip my mouth. say no words.

tahan tahan tahan... take a deep breath...

I think this is very true

有一天

這些都會過去的

想到這結果

我就欣慰



再怎麼累死人的愛

再怎麼累死人的恨

都會過去



失眠

被冤枉

塞車

太窮了

都會過去



被輕蔑

被迫說謊

被迫承認自己改變不了什麼



或者

長得不好看

都會過去


真是令人讚歎啊

生命怎麼能訂製得這麼仁慈 ?

又這麼冷淡 ?


你愛收集的

到底是我們的笑啊 ?

還是我們的淚 ?


你不必回答我

不管是基於內疚

還是基於憐憫

你都不必回答我



因為你已經夠貼心了

你有向我再三保證了 :



有一天

我這些微不足道的疑惑

也都會過去的

也都會過去的





- Quoted 蔡康永

tuesday the recovering day

Hey guess what? my kindergarten principle just had a talk with me today.

She asked why dont i give up studying business finance and economics and go after early childhood education? she would like to invest me by sponsoring my school fees if im willing to do that and she will ensure me a job.

oh well, she might be a sweet talker and after listening to what she has said i feel....
"wao, not bad, I am worth to be invested. O.O"


And another thing is, I'm fine, I am back from the dark side. *clap clap clap*

I has changed my mind,

I want to transform myself to be a happy bird from a miserable poor lady who has lost someone.

Smile, thank everyone for consoling. He will be my good friend after all.


And btw!

I have been spending hours watching Drop Dead Diva these few days.

It's absolutely an awesome series and I would like to promote this drama.

awww.. it's really funny!

it's saturday

Okay.. haven’t updated my blog for few days.



This few days was so-so, got my days half-occupied and I don’t really feel good.


However, thank to Xiang Yun from PMC who brought me out to kedah UiTM today,


They had a single gender tournament and I had fun.


Jumping up and down as usually and I did support them welli thk.


After that they actually set up a exhibition match for only girls.


Players of my team are yun, ex-wildcat players and one come out of no where =p


The other two teams are from UUM and UiTM I believe, not sure who they are but yea..


My rojak team managed to beat them down.


It was just a half an hour game but I was burnt like a roasted pig. Serious shit.


My mom’s not gonna be happy when she is back later. =(


And at the end, PMC and wildcat players manage to beat Inti Pg down by leading one point.


Feel really glad for them and finally they revenge to the stupid advisor of Inti PG. he was very annoyed.






But when anything is over, I came back to home.


It’s quiet, I got nthg else to do, at least, no other favorite activities other than loitering in facebook.


And I start feeling down again. It’s over I knew, but I feel very empty.


I miss that fellow a lot. Not like the level when we were still together but few times higher than that.


I am emotionally uncontrollable. I did something bad to my sis yesterday.


After finish watching drama together, she wanted to go upstair and sleep.


Before she went, she suddenly said “ dear…dear… “ with a damn weird voice and super annoyed.


I said “stop that screw you!” then she didn’t and kept saying that word again and again and then I shout at her like a mad woman.


I asked her to GO DIE! angrily and loudy.


and finally she went up stair. My tears could not stop dropping..


I feel myself like a monster. I cant control my feeling. I feel utterly bad.


My friend said I have ady gone thru few relationships before.


I could have deal with it.


The wound is still there. it’s so hard to forget.


All I want is very simple only. But it’s so hard to achieve. Screw myself.

need happy pill which effect is long-lasting. tq.

-

Love failed to conquer everything

I m not okay. I cant hide my feeling.