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Bha! just came back from frisbee disc tossing session and accidentally heard the song with lyrics " luckily im in love with my best friend.. "


oh well, that reminds me something. maybe i still got him in my heart,


even though i used to 'imagine' that I like some other guys in the frisbee team, hopefully someone can really replace him, but apparently that does not work... fail..


sometimes i do tell him how do i feel, but most of the time i will just make myself look like a silly and childish person.


what i m trying to say is, may be, i should just concentrate on other things which is not related to this kind of relationship stuff.. yea.. this is what he always tells me..


but what? i am teenager and i guess it's normal to be bothering by these stuff..


I understand the fact that we are so far apart...


i dont know what makes me think in that way.. but yea.. I miss you...

Dont worry i know how to avoid doing things that will sadden myself.


I wouldn't read the mails you send me long time ago, i wouldn't view the photos that we have taken together long time ago, I would try to avoid listen to songs like lucky feat or love story.. or even your Everday i love you..


ya.. Ouch..now I start feeling the pain.. better stop here..


anyway, i just wanted to express my feeling.. I expect nothing from you, I m sincere.

recent life

Wao, i have just finished class and reached my dorm.


feeling so good at this moment because almost all of the classes of this week are over except for tmr's CEP which will be started at 1pm, that means i will be allowed to wake up late!


One thing i feel glad is I found all of the modules of this semester are interesting, unlike previous semesters or any ex-learning experiences in secondary school or college, i always feel annoyed when i was forced to take some subj which i dislike so much...


I always look forward for attending the lectures and tutorials, and i enjoy the process of learning, oh yea.. maybe this is what we call University life!


On the other hand, i was very happy to be informed that i m chosen for a frisbee tournament-the sunway hat..


it's gonna be a very fun i guess and i will get a discraft if i join the hat.


the only thing i m concerning now is my knee condition.


i feel that it's hurting recently, maybe that's because of i dont take the medicine consistently.. i only remember to take when i feel pain.. my bad!


I wish to play so much, but i know my knee would most likely affect my performance and how terrible will be the consequences of joining the tourney..


i got a discraft, i got happiness, i feel satisfied. What about my knee? Sigh!


Ya everyone keep telling me to go and see a doctor.


but if i do visit a doctor, i would have to accept the fact that " doctor advised me to rest, stop playing for probably .. 4 months? "


No way man.. Even though i know the only way to recover from this is resting, taking medicine, nthg else ady..

very sad la, dilemma also.. maybe i should really give up joining..* sighhhh.. *

result is finally released!

hello people,

i have received my result yesterday.

how is it? arhm, i got a not-so-good-but-not-very-bad average which is 63.67

glad to know that i have to get above 60 in order to maintain my scholarship.

because before this, there were rumor said that i have to get above 65.. aww.. that's no way!

if so i would have to go back home and sell helmat ady!

what i would like to say is.. the assessment in Nottingham is definitely crazy!!!

average above 80 is absolutely impossible to happen in business school

above 70 is first class..

let's talk about business law.. when i received the Assessment Feedback today, i feel like laughing

ridiculous man! there are more than 50% of the students fail in this module, which is below 40..

and what the interesting part is, no one get above 70..

i got 50 for this module..

guess what, when i got the question paper during exam, i was like " hoh sheh liao!"

I was happy because i spotted the right question, what i need to do is vomit all whatever i have memorized deadly...

so i wrote almost 5 pages for two question... wrote until they call times up

OH! worth to mention that we were required to write two essay according to the problem question.. one question worth 50%. that is definitely Qi Kek..

end up with this kind of result..cool..

needless to say.. i have to put in much more efforts in order to do better for the coming final exam..

Nottingham is not easy.. Nottingham is really not easy..

i always understand this fact.. it's always in my mind since i come into this uni..

i keep telling myself to do better and better!

yes Gambateh sawa ko chan !!

Btw, there will be another frisbee tournament at UKM (titiwansa campus) on this Sunday..

imagine we are going to play under this kind of Sun, this kind of weather..

this Sunday will be the day for me to transform into a little Indian..

wait and see! XD and good luck to me weyy!

some words for myself

the Chinese New Year holiday is over and I'm back to uni. 

it's time to face my study seriously. 

sawa ko stop hanging out so often anymore okay ? 

you got lotsa lotsa lotsa subjects to revise.. 

keep in mind that you cant afford to screw up in the final exam! 

aza aza fighting ! FIGHTING ! 

Notts Open is coming soon

it's 3.50 now and i know i m supposed to be sleeping on the bed now


no why, i just want to spend sometime loitering in the E-world XD



Notts Open is coming really soon, which is on this Saturday.

cant believe that i m still surviving even though we have been training like crazy everyday


ya true, it's time to rest..


especially my knee, it's aching every morning when i just wake up from the bed,

even when i stand up from a chair, when i get into the car, when i finish washing clothes in the toilet..


Ouch! really terrible one man .. I love to be trained though X.X



by the way, thank to those seniors who were spending their sweats, lungs, hearts, energy and what so ever in teaching us..


I am stupid enough, i wish they wouldn't vomit blood every time after we completed the trainings.


Besides that, we are kinda lack of experience compared with other teams' players..


so wish us good luck.. No turnover, No dropping Disc, No silly throw and catch, Not too many Imba players in the other teams also ..



hmm, the feeling of being one of the members of Oops is like JSCO, i would say, we got strong senses of belonging to the team.. =D i say i m proud to be oopters.


So yea, ROAR !!! not wanna disappoint the seniors.. I will try my best, not using " im a newbie" as an excuse.. and treat it seriously in order to fight for our team..


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It's just Over, roar !

I have been waiting for writing this entry since long time ago..

guess what? i have just finished the first final exam in Nottingham, which i thk it really drove me crazy..

study consistently during the study week,

drink 3 packs of Nescafe instant coffees everyday which keep myself awake.. Awesome

camp in the library everyday, from morning until the library close..

and i feel that i was like staying in the library during this exam period,

just like what i said before, i poo in library more than at home..

we bring cup and those instant coffee to the library..

make ourselve some coffee just when we feel sleepy..

And Yea! finally it's over today..!

great to see that my table is totally empty now..

no more photocopied notes, text books exercises, calculators and highlighterss all those stuffs...

the feeling is just awesome.. cant belive that it's over now..


let's talk about what's next? 2 weeks later?? Notts Open..

my fighting mode is totally activated! i m ready to fight for the tounament, even though i know we are not going to get any good place in the tounrment..

and i got some plans after exam..


First, which is tomorrow, cant wait for it! i am gonna appear in Nilai UC secretly,

Booo!! zehang is back !

cant wait to see all of my friends there..

and let me thk what should i grab from the canteen?

cheese naan? maggi mee goreng? aww.. missing them..

and ya.. i know i am gonna have double feeling, mixed, which is messy..

the only unpleasant part of this journey..

every corner got our memories..every corner has his shadow..

i hope i can stand with it ..

ugghhh.. !

Second, RUN consistenly everyday- built up my stamina

Third, no more coffee- killing me

Forth, sleep earlier and wake up earlier..

Fifth, more and more and more moviess... but no way, i dont have my laptop with me now..
btw, i thk i did a good job for leaving it in wuanxi's house.. thank god.. good decision i have made i would say.. XD

what else? and ya.. Renyi (frisbee senior) shan shan ( friend from china) wanying ( housemate from kuching) are gonna following me back to penang on thursday night..

Hope i can serve them well, i wish i can give them an awesome holiday..


so.. it gonna be like this first..

new semester start next Monday.. cant believ that! but yea.. interesting.. uni life is interesting..

continue fight for it.. dont thk about the other thingy..

so, will update more later.. Ciao people =)

我只是想分享。。。

实在是太多次了

多到我自己都觉得神奇

很久以前就很想要说

虽然说了你们会觉得很恶心

我告诉室友后她也觉得炸到的

但是我还是觉得我很想说

天啊。。 这大学图书馆的厕所怎么那么好上啊？ O.o